His words were still echoing in my skull, telling me every little thing I wanted to hear, coupled with everything I didn't. It was hard to focus on the road ahead of me. It was a bit as though he was whispering the words into my ears. The Engrish accent sent chills down my spine. I knew what he had asked for wouldn't last just one night. It was a taste of what we both wanted, but could not have. Just how far could I really let this go?
That was a question that I had been asking myself since he talked me into this. An act that was so.. Normal, on most levels. Forbidden on this one. Why on Earth would you bother, with your best friend? I felt as though my feelings wore torn. My heart said yes, this is what I wanted. My brain told me that this was the biggest mistake I would ever make. But why? You only live once. You can only screw up so many times. So why not make the best of it while you still can?
A simple question with no answer. So I would keep bugging myself, keep driving myself crazy. All over simple questions that I couldn't answer.
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